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[Intro: Seth MacFarlane]
I keep it in case I ever wanna commit suicide, okay?
Wow, oh, oh my god, you're serious, but why Brian?
You wouldn't understand, you're just a kid
I could try
I don't know, sometimes, it's all too much
What is?
Life, everything, just having the gun here, knowing there's a way out
It, it helps

[Chorus: hiraeth]
I run away from everyone that I know
It's like a nightmare, I be stuck in my home
I got nowhere to go, I'm losing my soul
So, baby, I be running until I can't go
I run away from everyone that I know
It's like a nightmare, I be stuck in my home
I got nowhere to go, I'm losing my soul
But baby, I be running until I can't go

[Verse 1: hiraeth]
Give me reason, thinking that I need you, but I'm dreaming
But baby I know you leaving, 'cause I been here with this treatment
And I know just how it feels to be alone and by the waste side
Always wanna be here, but I never wanna waste time

[Verse 2: hiraeth]
Down rough, down bad, but you know that
Don't care, don't ask, just to show that
A million different reasons and I never wanna face mine
I wish I could've told you all I wanna do is FaceTime

[Verse 3: hiraeth]
Tell me if you love me, 'cause I'm borderline insane now
I'm pulling out my hair, I swear I never wanna break now
Tell me if you want me, but I know you haven't changed now
I really want my life to be the way it always stayed now
I could never mean it, why you keeping secrets?
Tell me that you love me, then why the fuck you meet him?
While you think I'm dreaming? He fuck you 'til you're screaming
Tell me that you love me to my face while I was sleeping

[Chorus: hiraeth]
I run away from everyone that I know
It's like a nightmare, I be stuck in my home
I got nowhere to go, I'm losing my soul
So, baby, I be running until I can't go
I run away from everyone that I know
It's like a nightmare, I be stuck in my home
I got nowhere to go, I'm losing my soul
But baby, I be running until I can't go

[Outro: Seth MacFarlane]
Yes, but a gun, it's so messy, what about pills?
Even hanging yourself is better, at least then you might grow an inch or two while you're hanging there
'Course when they find you, you might have those Illeana Douglas eyes
Mm
So, um, why the gun?
It just seemed the quickest way, I guess, mm
Oh, I suppose, but I don't quite understand why you're so unhappy