Dormant Torment

[Verse 1]
I woke up today and I didn't wanna live, I didn't wanna give i wanted everyone to suffer even my own mother but i know you see right through me i can't turn a new leaf. why does everyone let me lead when my heart is filled with greed?
I woke up today and found out im a narcissist who says he's sorry but still persists
I woke up today and i felt lost i wondered if god exists or if frozen in the frost of the earth every time a woman gives birth another sinner torn from thе womb every sixty second wе dig another tomb
I woke up today and i realized i always disappoint and you point a fucking finger at me and let these lies linger but you see i'm just an mc who walks around with a constant frown cause he gets put down by stupid people in a broken town
I woke up today and realized some people still think being gay is a sin my patience is wearing thin for these people who would rather watch the world burn and take a turn and turn the other cheek this world is looking bleak
I woke up today and looked at the devil and realized im on his level gotta run away from life pedal to the metal i will never be able to settle
I woke up today and realized i had a mother and a father but he never really loved her one night stand maybe i wasn't planned something that ill just never understand but i just accept defeat its what it takes to be a man that's just how life goes