Dorian

Dorian
You got me worrying
Snorting heroin again
Laced with Fentanyl
Blaming mental illness
It’s detrimental to your health
It’s pathetic
You got a deathwish
It’s so selfish but I get it
You don’t wanna live in this
Persistent miserable existence
For another minute
You should kill yourself
You live in filth
You should fall off
It’ll solve your problems
Your flesh will start rotting
Before you hit the bottom
You’ll die of starvation
You want this you got this
I promise
You won't be forgotten
Wait stop all this nonsense!
Let’s weigh the pros and cons
Coz once you’re gone you’re gone
And I heard you got a gun
Is this really what you want?
Your body splattered on the concrete
I can feel your heartbeat
And part of me believes
That we were meant to be
So just breathe in deep
Take it day by day
Please stay…

Dorian you’re the only one
Who understands the pain
I can’t explain it in language
So much anguish
And hatred
I’m so anxious
I can’t take it
I won’t make it
Let’s get faded
Razor bladed
I’m a sadist
You can take it
You can take it
It’s so selfish
You’re so precious
You’re my best friend
We are destined
It’s not the end
Things will get better
Just let me help you
Settle your eternal restlessness

Dorian you got me worrying
Ignoring all the warnings signs
All the Fiji water, and Ouija boards
Await you on the other side

Dorian you got me worrying
Plotting massacres in class
But think of the aftermath
Coz after that, you can’t come back
Strapped with gat
In your backpack
You’re a tragic actor
And you drag me down

Dorian you got me worrying
Ignoring all the warnings signs
All the Fiji water
And Ouija boards
Await you on the other side

Dorian
You got me worrying
Snorting heroin again
Laced with Fentanyl
Blaming mental illness
It’s detrimental to your health
It’s pathetic
You got a deathwish
It’s so selfish but I get it
Yea, I get it