Dopamine

All my emotions wrapped as they are raging caged
Delusional pictures in frames looping over again
So I ask for more of this bliss, inject me dopamine
But then I repent crying loud washing the guilt with regret

Another night passing by all alone in my swamp
In front of screens while I fantasize rotting inside
I swim in pool of REGRET
And I end up drowning
Witness lunacy after FAILURE

Inject me dopamine and let me fly
My wings will flap based on my Facebook likes count
Then I’ll fall down into streets
Bathe in cigarettes, locked in a room
Jack off to rounds of porn
Hating myself after the short bliss

All my emotions wrapped as they are raging caged
Illusional pictures in which I swear I won’t fail again
And now I ask for more of this so please, shower me in
But I still know too well I will say that…
I need it all again

As night comes by and days reset
The cycle will
Start all over again
And won’t stop til I’m dead