Doomed!

Where am I?
I wandered upstate, rising up
Evaporating out of my life
Even when I'm closest to you
You're a prism, and I just pass right through
To a peaceful plain
Calm wind in the grain
Still, this hive is churning out again
It's doom
It's doom
It's doom
It's doom

I shed my skin all over again
All my memories and all they represent
They hug me like a hurricane wheel
Exploring every inch of me
Hug me like I'm doomed
I'm doomed
I'm doomed
I'm doomed

Oh, light like this gets stuck in my eyelashes
And I'm cocooned in my own doubt and fear

I calm mysеlf
I console myself
But I can't hold myself
'Causе I can't slow myself
And I can't show myself
'Cause I don't know myself
Maybe its just that
I've outgrown myself
I'm doomed
I'm doomed
I'm doomed
I'm doomed
I'm doomed
I'm doomed
I'm, I'm, I'm