Done With Done

Done being done with the being
It's somewhat freeing
Part of me numb
But it's hardly got meaning left
I'll be the one tweaking
These love struck pleadings
Until my ceiling ain't hung
And my lungs stop breathing
Um
Beating drum
To speak on a once
Evident feeling
Dreamed me kneeling
You near me
You need me
Seems you really
Can't hear me
Mute the TV
It's P-Tree
He's been off
And awful severely
Steer clear jeez
Restart
And go back
To sweetheart
Please
Even an actress
Better than these
Beach walks just me
We talk you understand me
He's an off brand me
We were all but family
Vague fantasy
Bankruptcy advance
But the finance was your face
Fucking to make my deposit
You saved every droplet
I gave
And then walk away
It even haunts me today
Best you leave me rotting away
Than to stay

Things been going pretty smooth compared to worse
Lost a lot things this year, ain't been scared to hurt, busy
Thinking how I'm luckin' out, after taking such a sucky
Route, I'm growing luckier, ain't nobody but me heard
I'm trapped to lap in this race, but I'd rather walk
Tired of the trials, and my time has felt so small, i might just
Laugh it off, happiness to me is crafting art
That part, never been that different from the past
Like the
Smack talk, stupid niggas and bitches perpetuate, I'm
Freefalling like a feather, waiting for them better days
Brain is gonna complicate, strangers gonna time waste, the
Game's gonna be mine one day, i just can't forget these things
I'mma let these niggas know, code can't switch up
Life is what you make it, what you chose stays with ya
Maybe I'm just cold but I get tired, niggas bs, 'cause
People rarely care unless it's their time to repent

It might be okay
To not be okay
But I want to be okay again
I could get my way
Or just be on my way
Please don't get in my way again
If I could see your side
I'd still be on my side
I tried to be okay with them
I'll piece my peace together
Increase my effort
To quench my desert
Bring my thirst and hurt to an end
I've been thinking about this life shit lately
Had me thinking that I don't like shit maybe
I'd beat the breaks off a Mercedes
If you'd take me back for that
I'm chasing the feelings you had
I couldn't track
I shouldn't yap
Daydreaming of putting
The tool to his crooked cap
Turn him to pudding splat
No hood or mask
I'm pressed from you hooking trash
When I'm looking back
I'm resting my footing
And cooking from scratch
Would you look at that
I guess it's not so bad
I'm sad less than I could be
More often the good me
Than the fool you'd seen
Made some moves for me
Went from pool to sea
Earned some better news for me
That's new to me
So keep your cruelty
I don't want it just for beauty
I've been making strides
Building up my pride like a community
So if you also inclined to be included
You'll get muted with ease
Cause you the one that booted me
Peace