Done Trying (Freestyle)

[Verse]
Your feelings were sensible
I sensed it all in your soul
Told me your feelings were gone for me
You tried to be discreet
But the pattern was on repeat
Told me this and told me that
But your feelings were sensible
That was really terrible
Let me try harder
Not be a mumbler
Gather my parts for this chapter
Which keeps getting sadder
But you don’t even care
Stop giving me the death stare
I don’t need your prayеrs
Im well aware of this nightmare
Of an еarth we live in
Life’s thin, and I know that I have sinned
I have been silent for too long
Now it's my time to grow a pair and start rapping
Don’t even try to jump in
Cause I ain’t capin
Do I sound like your average white boy?
Yeah but I'm just tryna fill the void
I choose what to do with my voice
I want to avoid this crap
Cause I don’t want to get attacked
From this track, which is kinda wack
Just go and relax cause this ain’t an act
All she did was make me feel entrapped
I am just gonna go and spit the truth
I just want to lookahead and not see you
But too see other things, how that’s true
I want you to know that I’m done with you
Calling you out but not letting myself shout
One thing you are forgetting about
Is that I’m the one who gave you all that clout
All the things I've said to you in this album
No matter what I do I’m going platinum
All the hurt has made me go numb
At this point all these rhymes are just for fun
My time to rule the streets is right nowIt's my time to shine, so bow, motherfucker
I'm in disbelief, you guys aren't better than me
I’m like John Cena, “you can’t see me”
Just cause I’m new, Don’t mean shit bitch
I might overdo you, and you’ll get lost like Stitch
I think I found a glitch in the fucking Matrix
Cause I’m pulling some shit outta my pocket
Grab the shotgun, and cock it
Mixing Tylenol and Aerosol
Like alcohol and chugging it all
I might get cancelled, just like Roseanne
I just want you to understand I’m just one man
Trying to live and, Just tryna be a top gun when I can
But I live in the 585
Where lots of people like to thrive
And I like to keep to myself
So I don’t have to spread my wealth
I’m gonna write till you see I’m right
And by the end of the night you won't be uptight
So spite the fact that I’m white
I’ll be quite the sight
I just took a whole lot of acid
So now I’m gonna stop being passive
I’m leaving gasses and ashes everywhere I go
Cause I burn the competition just so you know
And I’m really not trying to gain a foe
I already warned you, woah
Guess you didn’t get the lesson
So grab a pen and stop the guessing
Write down my confession
I don’t know you, you don’t know me
Shouldn’t have doubted me
I’m going all in, this is war
I’m stepping over corpses
They’re everywhere on this boat
You killing them thinking you a goat
But in reality you the joke
You are such a bloke that you might have a stroke
Give this track to younger me, because I would have choked
You like an english settler in roanoke island
All the way back in 1587
In this battle, I’ve got the highland
Basically, I’m going to Heaven