Donde Esta

[Verse 1]
Blame the gas, blame the pastor, blame the boogeyman
He got my daddy drunk, that's why he beat my mommy up
I pop a pill to keep me chilling when it bubble up
Ain't enough to keep us safe from what we running from
Ain't nobody really feeling where I'm coming from
Don't nobody ever hear me when I'm talking to 'em
I'm a phantom thread, been looking for my Alma Elson
'Cause I've been sitting in my feelings and it's real depressing
Floating in my flying saucer like I'm George Jetson
Trying to find a little martian to enjoy it with me
I had a girl and then I lost her 'cause I'm fucking stupid
All I do is talk about her in my shitty music
I've been tripping on my words, I might fucking lose it
Another nigga tryna holler, I'ma fucking bruise 'em
Load the pistol full of hollows and I send 'em through 'em
Don't make no difference, I ain't ever try to listen to 'em
Wrote it all inside a letter, I ain't send it to 'em
Real sadistic, I wake up and I keep reading through it
Barely make it through the day, I burn some weed to do it
Find some meaning to it, lungs bleedin' through it

[Chorus]
Lord bless me, Lord bless me
I just leave it up to Jesus, Lord bless me
Lord bless me, Lord bless me
I just leave it up to Jesus, Lord bless me

[Verse 2]
I'm a fuckup, I'm a nigga, I got me to blame
Wonder Woman, I ain't looking for no Lois Lane
After all that tripping, ain’t gon’ never be the same
I don't feel it when I hit it, I just go to space
I've been faded for a minute, I can't feel my face
Tabs without a taste, leave without a trace
You can watch me fade, throw me in a cage
I've been frying, I've been crying, I ain't slept in days
Rain on window pane, nothing left to gain
Through the pain and the years I've seen many things
Leaves when they change, I'm finna send again
You don't listen when I spit it, leave it on the page
Risen from the grave, I'm finna live again
I've been feeling like I'm Jesus on the third day
Resurrected from the coffin where they left me
I just leave it up to Jesus, Lord bless me

[Chorus]
Lord bless me, Lord bless me
I just leave it up to Jesus, Lord bless me
Lord bless me, Lord bless me
I just leave it up to Jesus, Lord bless me