I only ask for help from my one master
I'm on a train, it's breezing down Doncaster
If I controlled it I wouldn't have even gone faster
Fake checking up to tell me what they want after
These ain't no OT trips
If you know me since
You would know these lonely journeys be my only fix
In this world we're flyting in the hope we live
On the wing or on the ground is where the homies live
The gutter ain't nothing like Bali
I had a lot on my mind I wasn't in the party
13 gеtting ready for school
Damn I'm thinking it's the milk man I'm fighting fedеrali
Kicking it down while I'm holding the door
So why you think I'm never satisfied and trying to do more
The place we're raised in conditioned us to be poor
So trying to break her at a cycle means I had to perform
That's why trauma turn me to a top performer
What I seen is sufficient I don't need a supporter
We got nothing in common because I'm from the corner
They got me second guessing marriage but I want a daughter
They gave me monologues I'm used to those
They change in character that's when I do oppose
I've made user flows giving years to a point divide
Knowing what the future holds
I'm confessing
But the truth is I really be stressing
They found solace when I started addressing depression
Even though you're better than me let me teach a lesson
Consumers of sins ain't recipients of blessings
Legislations did opposite of awaken
I love the Lord my heart is pure but happiness was shaken
I blame it on my rebellious ways
And those little tricks orchestrated by my inner Satan
On the pursuit of becoming successful
You reach your pockets tapping searching for money for petrol
They're slightly talking down on, you feeling dreadful
Since when is saying respectfully made it respectful
We're overthinking if they really feel us
Overthinking if they really feel you
We hate the people who were sent to heal us
So don't hurt the person who was sent to heal you
The mosque ain't a club for the pious and it's a hospital for the sinners
You took a flight memorized a couple lines but you came back looking down on beginners
Why these sinners judging sinners just for sinning different?
My brother's carrying the thoughts like he loving ellipsis
The brothers looking at him telling him what is this
Without applying real character to learning scriptures
So when he speak he don't follow
Nah, he's trying to see box like hollow
He tried to jump on his Dean until they hurt him
So he's back to life rolling with five take away Curtis
And us no Jackson living
And I know a brother who aren't involved but now he's Anglo Saxon living
One man up and if that thought he jammed and took long
Is 22 in like two times a foot long
Is fully on road licks he kept licking
He wasn't kissing the trap he kept hitting
His life like the crypto market why is that
Cuz he bought the dip and the dip kept dipping
But listen have you ever tried to show the guys a different way
It's like talking about traps star in the time of feelers
It's like getting in America without them visas
It's like speaking perpetually to them disbelievers
This is my ex of Jesus I don't believe it's Jesus
That's looking out for me and saving me from all these fevers
They're trying to give me teasers I seen a bunch of divas
Really think I give a damn about the features
It's a FM Hindi I need the sun in me
Cuz I've been falling off and sinning man I feel it in me
You want a remind to all the people inspired
By I'm listening to imash he up in Paris
Cuz my Quran is not special so I'm in a trap of the
I know it's real but they don't practice what they preach
Even know they know the deal Shan really got me boxed in
You ever wonder what life's like in a holy field
Going abroad parents thinking it's radical
But little do they know I need a cure this geographical
Man is tyrannical adab so tragical
You lost a brother and you thinking it was magical
Why the hell you going through another mus
You should be studying a
I'm trying to be a and a so I pray that I'm
Gred where you been PhD in sin
Busy in the mosque that's where I should have been
Instead I got rap in some type of cling
I've done it all my heart don't feel a thing
Different type of risk who wasn't M
Deception covered like a bit
Dean connection stronger I really wish
I'm feeling empty fulfillment I'm trying to fish
New levels new devils I'm having different type of problems
Carbon fiber ain't enough I'm asking for more options
Told him my first car was going to be crazy
And I shocked them that boyi who levels up
That should have stopped him
I remember days when I couldn't pay the B
I'm flicking through specs like a filthy fell playlist
That M is so digital I ain't seen no face lips
One the extraordinary version with a facei
Knew I had it in me always knew that I'll be the kid outright
McLaren told him take the out the dealership
Now these people want to hit me up because they see the whip
Old people stressing like why did I leave the kid
Ambitious to the max I've always been about it
If I see a thing I want why read about it
I never had nothing the people to doubt it
I put in working for my future while you dream about it
Flexing like they comfy but they knee deep
Oh for the likes and the retweets yeah
I ain't never had a warm summer
So when you see me at the top I'm that new check the stats up
Putting work for this depressed close to selling work for this
I'm my flaw can't tell me about working soon ha
Say you rem ain't work for it
But that's only cuz they never want to work for them
When to pay the boss work for this
So tell me what kind of work is this
Cuz you say you're independent but you work for is
Listen look I've been through the highs and the lows
I just learned to make money from the highs and the lows
I wasn't too M should I invest or buy clothes
I just chose to invest gave Mama them high hopes
Say listen we think we're living but what's life
Struggling for rent that's the reason we must drive
Rejecting me car dropped out and graduated
They closed the doors on me now I get it in plus size life
Money doesn't determine your worth
But it changes those around you man I tell you it works
Spend a day with me and see the definition of work
I show you how to get it monthly like it's clown reverse
They listen trying not to get dropless
All on this page no dissolving emotions when I'm afraid
It's okay I'm living in harmony with the rain
And metaphorically reflects those nights I felt pain
That's why I can't see it for what it is
Instead of dreading weather conditions I find it bliss
Whether they get your life conditions and how it is
Never get too busy making a living forget and live
I'm the determine you can't deter mind or deter me
Keep a close eye on your circle bro see if they worthy
You always had it in mind to help the situation
It just makes you question when they asking for 70 30
Like what the hell did you do how the hell is it fair
Where were you in the start you present not there
You just held on to the rope cuz you knew it was near
Busy playing hide when I was at my lowest with tears
Now welcome to the saga vengeance
How you feeling so entitled with the deadest attendance
Now they know this is too late to try and make a moment
So your cod defendant does you dirty for a chain imp pendant
Unmanageable nobody managed me
I got to get there's hope for man's family
But life's hard environment so raggedy
Friends turn into dealers their hopes turn into fallacies
Kicked out of college twice life didn't work for me
Kicked out a uni went back dropped university
I was at my lowest getting universal credit
Now to give me credit universally all in God's time
Ambitious from nursery days I waited oners
Dropped university started a university
Now my days props three years of university
Really praying for my generation the more the problems the more for into meditation
It's by default as hum as we turn to medication
Before confiding in a solver of our situation
The compass tells me my success is that certain direction
If I prostrate five times I reap the protection
I learned a lot of lessons in my adolescence
Now I'm back with visiting lessons that subtracting my blessings
It's crazy I'm back to square one
Cuz when he need a short at life nobody will square one
Some people force it don't want to leave me alone
So one day I might reply to one the next day I'll air one
The worldwide web have me losing my conscience
To me so on entity social media is nonsense
Recognition and temporary applauses
What happened to the days we will sacrifice and for realrecognition and temporary applauses
What happened to the days we will sacrifice and for real causes
N they don't make him like that anymore
They come half heart the next to living plenty more
Just to make a buckle with sweeping them floors
Pray I see the day I push a button to open them doors
We shy away from hard labor to keep up an image
Cuz influences switch a camera on and make it killing
Look at the way our people are living
I wrot a letter to drive hoping it keeps us driven
And me I find it embarrassing
That our glow revolves around comparison
That's my humble opinion let's focus on our children and cement in this Dominion
But look to my Bros and rollers keep it real
You're not happy I know you're Savage with a tech not Tech savy
But if we unite and keep it real stop trying to pretend
We should all be getting dividends not dividing ends
Let your circumstances be your Fu not petrol
Cuz nothing comes close when you're ambitious perpetual
And when you make it get back to the poor I meant it
But it's like we don't do this from the heart no more we want incentives
The average millionaire 62 for your big dreams
But we're depressed cuz we don't see success as young teens
A thousand times 1 thousand times how many times
I lost myself I had no Direction like August 2015
We battling please let's not even try Pretend
You Found Me lost and guided but I lost myself again
My mentals on a fence so I'm wondering wondering
What will the Angels be lifting up their pent
I pray the most high blesses my life but I'm a wrongdoer
Maybe one day I'mma get it right I need to Broad my horizons and really diversify
If I don't get it in my sleep I'm going to work until I die