Don’t You Care

[Chorus]
Don't you care, I want to die
Don't you care, I want to die
Don't-Don't you care, I want to die
Don't you care, I want to die

[Verse 1: Slyzwicked]
Got to be by myself 'cause I feel anxiety slowly getting worse
I don't know why but it amplifies that I wanna die, man it's like I'm cursed
Thoughts in my brain keep attacking me, fight every day man to be free
Try to black it out but I can't no more and I wanna live my life, someone help me please
But I got too much pride, stuff it deep down up inside
Look at my face, you know it hides, blame that Dr. Jekyll and Hyde (Yeah)
It's not that I'm antisocial, I may not be in that photo
Just know that I'm truly capable of having a witty convo
Which one of me won't show up though? Livin' like that trife suite boto
I'm strange in the rings and I really want to put my own self in a chokehold
See I just can't escape, it's about time I accept that fate
I'ma get vain when I'm filled with fame, gonna do it right now with a smile on my face
Tryna come close, that's it, you're through
You don't wanna see what I might do
I don't wanna live like this, gotta find myself so I can be like you
That's it, no more, I'm done, I'ma climb up that last rung
Off of the ledge I go, I love you but all my thoughts have won

[Chorus]
Don't you care, I want to die
Don't you care, I want to die
Don't-Don't you care, I want to die
Don't you care, I want to die
Don't you care, I want to die
Don't you care, I want to die
Don't-Don't you care, I want to die
Don't you care, I want to die

[Verse 2: Insane Poetry]
I look into the mirror and all I see is the negative
Positive change, I don't respond to that narrative
My parents did all that they could but I didn't care for it
Sorry for all those years that I put you through embarrassment
See I was just screaming for help inside
Except them demons heard it first, now they bleeding me dry
I'm in my darkest days, I don't believe I see a solution (Solution)
I wrote this from a mental institution

[Verse 3: SCUM]
Yo, this life is hella whack like a dog abusing chomo bigot
Cards are missing from my deck and that bottle's empty when I swig it
Bowl is cashed when I go to hit it, lines turn out to be sugar dust
My reflection in the mirror made me fear and feel disgust
Piece of shit that I'm seeing in it, been deterred with an evil heart
So many skeletons in my closet, you can fill a whole graveyard
You can kill what I have become and nobody's finna shed a tear
In a world that don't care about me, well aware that my end is near

[Chorus]
Don't you care, I want to die
Don't you care, I want to die
Don't-Don't you care, I want to die
Don't you care, I want to die
Don't you care, I want to die
Don't you care, I want to die
Don't-Don't you care, I want to die
Don't you care, I want to die

[Verse 4: JP Tha Hustler]
My throat is knotted, I's are dotted, T's are crossed, I bear my cross
And hope and pray that I can never get in peace so hear I lay
I only wanted you to notice me hopin' you would focus on me
Hopin' you would talk and feel the pain that I restrained
So I don't blow up on you and throw my fist up on ya
'Cause if I say what's in my head I might destroy ya
'Cause all I do is project, resurrect my feelings, a hate machine so I deflect
Don't relate to anybody so I stay inside my body
Segregate myself from those who judge and make me to a nobody
'Cause I'm about to go crazy and do something we both regret and just bleed
Let my life languish, let my soul sleep
Was hoping you would speak but never heard a peep
So I write this out to anyone who might care
I'm guessing no one so I'll end it all right there

[Chorus]
Don't you care, I want to die
Don't you care, I want to die
Don't-Don't you care, I want to die
Don't you care, I want to die
Don't you care, I want to die
Don't you care, I want to die
Don't-Don't you care, I want to die
Don't you care, I want to die