Don’t Wanna Wake Up

[Verse 1]
I can't love you any other way
Running through a hurricane, just to watch you murder me
I don't wanna live another day
If you aren't in love with me, I can't say it subtly
Without you, I don't know how I'ma live
Callin' it quits, all this shit's harder than bricks
Fall in a pit, ballin' my fist to hit myself
Wake me up and get some help, hit the bell
Down for the count in the first round
You're knocking me out
Give me some blood, give me some cuts
Blacken my eyes, boggle my mind
Get me concussed, love is rush
I'm ready to feel it, ready the kill switch
As bad is it will get, I'm willing

[Chorus]
As I liе awake in my bed
Thoughts of you invading my head
Feel my hеart erase in my chest
I don't wanna wake up
Hanging onto love by a thread
Break my bones from words that you said
If I can't have you, my plan's to be dead
I don't wanna wake up if you don't wake up by me
I don't wanna wake up if you don't wake up by me (Shit)
I don't wanna wake up if you don't wake up by me

[Verse 2]
Stuck in my ways, I've been troubled since eight
When my mother was wasted and drunk every day
Fell in love with the pace like a fucking parade
Everyone says that I'm hard to love, they're not wrong
I've been walked on from L.A. to Boston
My music is now on, fuck making a pop song
I'd rather be fucking hated and said I'm a lost cause
Than not having a cause, I'm coming for your jaws
So back up, everyone is on some shit
Talking so damn tough 'til you walk through shit
You've only seen my life through a comment thread
I'm not impressed, you're lacking any common sense
So tell me I'm a dick, I'm addicted to gettin' shit
As I listen to people bitch over little things that I did
But I wish you would get a hint, I'm a missile fixing to hit
Every person who didn't give me a chance when I needed it so
Maybe this is for the girl who
I would give the fucking world to love
If she doesn't hear this but my haters read these lyrics, it's enough
Hey, fuck you

[Chorus]
As I lie awake in my bed
Thoughts of you invading my head
Feel my heart erase in my chest
I don't wanna wake up (Don't wanna wake up)
Hanging onto love by a thread
Break my bones from words that you said
If I can't have you, my plan's to be dead
I don't wanna wake up if you don't wake up by me
I don't wanna wake up if you don't wake up by me (Shit)
I don't wanna wake up if you don't wake up by me