Don’t Wanna Go Home

[Hook]
I don't wanna go home
Just keep me here in the promised land of
Broken hearts and burnt out dreams
Hold my hand and promise me
You'll never let me go
I don't wanna be alone

[Verse 1]
The ship sinking
Dunno what the fuck it's got me thinking
All I know is I don't wanna keep being
The one the always ends up fucking dripping
With blood because sometimes I cut my skin deep
Or end up fucking resorting to drinking
An alcoholic by the time I'm 16
It's really tragic and I know this shit's deep
But if it gets you sorry fam you is weak
'Cause I am still right here and I am living
Breathing
I've seen shit with real meaning
Psychological effects that fucking leave me
Permanently scarred my dude believe me
I'm seething
I'm begging to think that I'm dreaming
'Cause the trauma that I went through is increasing
I'm teaming
With these emotions that are leaving
Me with
Extremely
Difficult problems to deal with
If there is somebody who can hear this
I beg you for help 'cause I'm steering
In a bad direction there's a near miss
I just got my fucking ears clipped
Next time man I will not be this

[Bridge]
Lucky to survive what I have been through
I'm so lucky to have someone like you
To help me through when my day is full of gloom
I still do not wanna go home so soon
I wanna stay here and stare at the moon
Maybe just listen to this one last tune
When I'm alone I am begging for you
You remind me of the pen that I used
To write these songs when I'm upset and confused
You inspire me to just get up and do
Anything that would make me better for you
'Cause without you I'd end up dead in a noose
I'll do away with all the pessimist views
Become an optimist tomorrow's anew
If there was one singular shred of the truth
It would be that I will forever owe you

[Verse 2]
I don't wanna go home
I just wanna stay here
Pray to god that I make it
I think I'm about to shed a tear
'Cause I'm pretty sure that was made here
A place where I don't gotta face fears
A place that I can just be safe in
When things get bad I know I ain't been
That unlucky but still this place is
A state of mind I feel amazed in
Perhaps I could even let my mates in
Share with them this destination
This place I feel like my problems ain't shit
A place where the past feels fucking ancient
You wouldn't believe how fucking great it is
Seriously I'm being straight here
You may ask me "well wheres the way here?"
Listen with your ears and bring your face near
Just look at me and turn your gaze here
It's not exactly real but it ain't fake neither
The place that I speak is imagination
It's hard to believe but I can take you here
Just follow me I'll lead the way there
Stay right on this path and don't stray from it

[Hook]
I don't wanna go home
Just keep me here in the promised land of
Broken hearts and burnt out dreams
Hold my hand and promise me
You'll never let me go
I don't wanna be alone