Don’t Try To Call.

[Intro: Hashu]
My eyes are so heavy x3
Thoughts of paranoia in my mind already
And my eyes so heavy
Thoughts of paranoia in my mind already
Don't try to call cause I shattered my fucking phone
I know it's bad to get mad when I'm all alone
There's not a place that a havoc can call a home
Fighting demons and doing it on my own
Don't try to call cause I shattered my fucking phone
I know it's bad to get mad when I'm all alone
There's not a place that a havoc can call a home
Fighting demons and doing it on my own

[Verse 1: Hashu]
Lately I've been stressing
Days of adolescence spent paid to make a sentence
But I've been raging getting reckless
Just popped another pill, I'm getting faded did I mention?
I just...hit a hundred on the way home and didn't flinch
If I swerve and flip my car then I don't give a shit
Trying to find a reason to slow down but can't think of it
Think God was never listening
Don't try to call cause I can't bear to hear your voice
You're scared I'll make the choice when I'm staring through the void
And you, had the chance to stop this but you chose to walk away
You chose to walk away when you know that I would stay
Now I just wonder where I lost myself?
I spend my time trying not to off myself
Said I just wonder where I lost myself?
I spend my time trying not to off myself

[Chorus: Hashu]
My eyes are so heavy
Thoughts of paranoia in my mind already
And my eyes so heavy
Thoughts of paranoia my mind already
Don't try to call cause I shattered my fucking phone
I know it's bad to get mad when I'm all alone
There's not a place that a havoc can call a home
Fighting demons and doing it on my own
Don't try to call cause I shattered my fucking phone
I know it's bad to get mad when I'm all alone
There's not a place that a havoc can call a home
Fighting demons and doing it on my own

[Verse 2: Hashu]
I've had some battles with my demons, I can show you the scars
I can open up my chest and show the hole in my heart
I'm expected as an artist, put my soul into art
But it's hard when everyday I'm falling slowly apart
It's funny how I fall apart whenever you two are together
I think I thought that you meant it when you said "we'd be forever"
Look at every picture, every letter
Then look at things now and just pretend that they were better
Don't try to call cause I no longer pray for love
Now every time I'm drowning I don't try to stay above
Now every time I see you I'm ok with sitting stuck
Now every time you call me I no longer give a fuck
So fuck your thoughts if they think of me
I know I'm alone and I no longer pray for sympathy
The world is so cold I don't care if I feel frigidly
Cause I could use the voices in my head to write a symphony