​​don’t overthink

I am waiting since years
Trying to find me between the things that i just fear
"Life is so simple, just don't overthink"
But these thoughts won't leave, they're like tats on my skin
Turn off this song if you're one of my friends
You shouldn't know the world that i live in
Trying my best to just hide it all out
Trying my best just to make you all proud
Sometimes i don't think i can work this out
I'm just a burden to everyone else
I have a hard time, i can't open up
I love all my friends, but i don't tell them much
I trusted some pеople with all of my love
But they lеft me nothing, my heart was so crushed
I'm giving, i'm giving i never get back
If i leave once, i will never look back
I'm driving so much and I'm driving so fast
I just hope i don't end up in a crash

I don't feel myself again
I just hope it doesn't last
I just hope it goes away
And if you broke my heart, just get out of my way
I remain silent as proof of my pain
I can't forget it, it's just locked in my brain
Locked in my brain
Stuck in a corner, I'm starving for days
And i don't talk bout feelings
They call it a phase
But this feeling last since I'm just seven or eight
So don't talk bout me like you know my pain
And i don't wanna waste my time looking for someone that helps
I have myself
I have myself