Don’t Mind This

[Intro]
Get out of my head, get out of my head
I told you, get out of my head
Stop

[Verse]
Honestly, I don't know what to think
I don't know who is real, I don't know who is fake
I don't know if I'm asleep, I don't know if I'm awake
I still think I'm not enough but they saying that I'm great
How can I just separate my mind from reality
They saying that I'm sick, but they don't got a remedy
What's my fatal flaw, every person is a tragedy
When I say my truth, suddenly they all get mad at me
You saying that you always keep it real right yeah
You crying in your feels in the nights right yeah
Then what's up with the music, with you fronting acting tough
Saying "you 'gon make it", but you don't believe yourself
How you gonna say that you a real one, huh Red
Put a timer on your life, but you spend it in bed
Then you whine about the time, saying one more minute
Whatchu doing? Oh, you're talking to the voices in your head again
Should I introduce myself? Hi, my name's Red
And I'm here to keep it real, so I tell you how I feel
Then I never deal with the problems, that I write
I mean why would I right, not like they will bite
Nah, you wanna know what I call real
Let me tell you something that I know they will feel
I'm gonna tell them all your secrets, soon it'll be revealed
Did you all know, that Red is gonna- shut up
I thought that I told you that this head is mine
Get out of my room, man now you crossed the line
I thought we made a deal, you were gonna leave my mind
Come on now man, you know I'm never far behind
You can fool the rest, but can't lie to yourself
We were always friends, since the day you were twelve
You boxed yourself away, like you, thinking you'll be safe
You built yourself a prison, threw the keys, to your cell
Screaming and you're crying, 'cause you're suffering alone
People try to help, but they never fully know
The neighbours hear us talk, three AMs, in the night
Like they all say, this is prolly just a phase right
Do you hear yourself? You sound like a kid
What's gonna come next, show me wrists, that you slit
See if I tried to kill you, then you prolly would resist
So if you wanna die, then why do you live
Answer that now, oh you're mad now, gonna snap now
They just facts now, man relax now, man does this flow
Bring back anything though, lost your Juliet
Whatchu gonna do Romeo
Maybe you should get a backbone, yeah
Do what you say you gonna do, yeah
Instead, you're busy locked up in your room, yeah
Then you whine about being alone, yeah
We've talked about this million times before
I stay breathing on this Earth for the kids who feel ignored
I tried to open up, in the end, it didn't work
I ended on the floor, with a body feeling sore
I tried to reach for help, but the people closed their doors
I know the empty feeling
Of me giving, till there's nothing left to take
I'm writing down this music so that I can motivate
All the kids that relate, who ain't sure if they'll see another day

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