Don’t Love Myself

What if i just lost it
What if i just lost it
Would I still be my own enemy
24/exhausted
Sucking in my stomach
I can’t breathe

Standing in the mirror and
It’s screaming back at me
I change my clothes 1000 times
Feel worse bout what i see

All these unrealistic expectations
Calm down, I’ll love myself when I’m impatient and
I don’t feel good enough
Next time i have these thoughts
I’ll take my time
I’ll love myself when I don’t love myself

I can’t even post a picture
I think I’ve been in a loop for days
I hate every angle
I’m afraid it’s showing on my face

Standing in the mirror and
It’s screaming back at me
Sabotage myself and
I regret it instantly

All these unrealistic expectations
Calm down, I’ll love myself when I’m impatient and
I don’t feel good enough
Next time i have these thoughts
I’ll take my time
I’ll love myself when I don’t love myself
I’ll love myself when I don’t love myself
I’ll love myself when I don’t love myself

Walking on a tight rope
With my demons
Feeding
All this stops tonight

The time i’ve wasted
Patterns breaking
I’ve done this whole my life

Even on days when it feels like
For nothing
Judging myself when
I’m still doing something
I’m living a lie
I’m done
I’m done
I’m done

All these unrealistic expectations
Calm down, I’ll love myself when I’m impatient and
I don’t feel good enough
Next time i have these thoughts
I’ll take my time
I’ll love myself when I don’t love myself
I’ll love myself when I don’t love myself
I’ll love myself when I don’t love myself