DON’T LOOK AT ME

Nothing works so I’ll count down from three
Your gaze hurts please don’t fucking look at me
It fucking hurts when I feel their eyes staring at me
Like peeling off my skin
I’m begging you don’t look at me
It fucking hurts when I feel their eyes staring at me
Like peeling off my skin
Don’t look at me

Don’t you, don’t you
Don’t you, don’t look at me
Look at me

I don’t exist to myself
So what the fuck do you see
Fuck make it stop, I feel them burning my brain

Eyes
Eyes bloodshot
They’re glaucomatic
I see how you’re feeling
They tell me it’s automatic
Your versions of me are clouding my vision
We’re getting close to the time for incision
Pressure's building and my eyes are gonna burst
If this is how you see me I’ll make sure that I’m the worst

It’s not me, I’m not me
Don’t look at me, it’s not me
I said don’t you fucking look at me
Torture when strangers stare
And if they knew they wouldn't care

It’s not me, I’m not me
Don’t look at me, it’s not me
It’s not me, I’m not me
Don’t look at me, it’s not me

It fucking hurts when I feel their eyes staring at me
Like peeling off my skin
I’m begging you don’t look at me
It fucking hurts when I feel their eyes staring at me
Like peeling off my skin
Don’t look at me

Back up, bitch
Don't you, don't you, don't look at me
Don't you, don't you, don't you, don't look at me

My head is down and I’m looking at my feet
Whatever you’re doing sure as shit’s not discrete
I don’t sleep and I can’t fucking eat
'Cause I know they all see
A fuck up who admits defeat