Don’t Leave the Light On

[Chorus]
Life gets harder every day
What gave me life now takes away
I dont know how much longer I'll stay
I dont know where I should go
What felt like home now is a road
I dont know how much longer I’ll hold

[Verse 1]
I've never felt so stuck
I was holding onto something just to find it was dust
Gone with the wind, it's all gone in the end
There was a fire burning bright I used to kindle within
Sometimes you burn out just to come back again
And then you burn out and you come back again
Then you burn out and you come back again
Till you run out and never come back again
Addicted prodigal son
Calculating what I’m getting versus nominal funds
Tryna figure if getting bigger is a probable sum
Relationships are feeling thinner like they're soluble crumbs, that's pretty logical, huh, shit
I don't think that I can take much more
I used to think that I could travel the world
Just to find I couldn't leave my thoughts, what a sadistic plot
A starving artist who couldn't water the crop
But maybe if I fight this draught they will see what I am worth
Maybe if I plant any kind of seed they will see me as soil instead of dirt
Maybe if I take enough drugs it finally won't hurt
Maybe if I consume enough I'll forget about the thirst

[Chorus]
Life gets harder every day
What gave me life now takes away
I dont know how much longer I’ll stay, I don’t know
I dont know where I should go
What felt like home now is a road
I dont know how much longer I'll hold

[Verse 2]
I owe some of you an apology
There was a moment that I promised I’d give you all of me
But honestly I can't tell if I ever came close
Cause see, ever since I was a child I have felt like a ghost
And the moments you notice me I felt alive the most
But there are times where I can't shake the feeling that I am totally alone
So I keep it that way
Cause most of the time I can't smile through the pain
I’d rather stay away than take you down with me
I'd rather pretend what hurts the most is what's giving me therapy
I'd rather ghost everybody and disappear and have you wonder if I ever cared
Than face my fragility and admit that I am not cut out to be the man that I had dared
And I'm sorry if I lose your respect, I wish I wasn't such a nervous wreck
I'm sorry if you ever looked up to me because I swear that it'll break your neck
I've seen me lose it over trivial shit
All the anger in my head has left my brain in a pit
I'm barely moving, I am tearing within
I'm barely human, I'm just wearing the skin

[Chorus]
Life gets harder every day
What gave me life now takes away
I dont know how much longer I'll stay
I dont know where I should go
What felt like home now is a road
I dont know how much longer I'll hold

[Outro]
I don't know when I'll be home, so don't leave the light on
I don't know when I'll be home, so don't leave the light on
I don't know when I'll be home, so don't leave the light on
I don't know when I'll be home, so don't leave the light on