Don’t know what it’s called yet.

The Sun’s out, I should go outside, but I can’t find a reason
I know it ain't my sense of pride, it’s always out of season

I don’t eat, sleep, workout, like I should, even though I know my current prospects ain’t that good

I only pay attention to games on steam, don’t work out anymore
Takes borderline coercion, to get me out of my room’s door

I’m only 20 with a nagging pain, but I’ve only got myself to blame
What is it about my predicament I don’t get?

I’m aware of my depression, I try and take my meds on time
Cuz no one else understands, so I insist I’m fine
I slack off, laze around, procrastinate, I’m stuck with this fatе I’ve met
Don’t ask me cuz I Don't know what it’s callеd yet

I get old eyes because I don’t sleep
Don’t wanna miss Nothin’
My Issues have always ran that deep
Should I have said something?

Could be, burnt out, but I ain’t sure
There’s nothing you could give me, that I would know that for

I keep telling my fam I’ll be right around, but I lie more than I should
Simple chores shouldn’t be this hard, I know for a fact I could

I’m only 20 but still grown up, I shouldn’t act so fucking dumb
When every part of me is hedging bets

I’m aware of my depression, I try and take my meds on time
Cuz no one else understands, so I insist I’m fine
I slack off, laze around, procrastinate, I’m stuck with this fate I’ve met
Don’t ask me cuz I Don't know what it’s called yet

*mediocre guitar solo*

Swear I’m working as intended, but don’t think that I care
I’m in pretty good condition, but I still need repairs
I slack off, laze around, procrastinate, I’m stuck with this fate I’ve met
Don’t ask me cuz I Don't know what it’s called yet