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[Intro]
Yeah I wake up at night again
Breaking entitlement
Folding my hands to the back of my head
Obvious tension, furious silence
Cover in canvas in August

[Chorus]
It beats me
Telephone, letters, old frames
On a night of December
Call me I'll be up waiting
Neck deep in a rut now I'm fading
Wake up, time for make up same as always
I'm sorry I couldn't take it so lets break this
A cover for your lover, steadysuffer
A goner, got no father, I'm just a loner

[Bridge 1]
You taught me how to not be there
While mommy always taught me not to stop and stare
These people I erase from my thoughts go where
I'm sick of every lie that I cry with swear

[Verse]
It's been a long time, I'm feelin' like shit
Pick up the gun, now I'm with it
I'm feeling fucked up, I wanna get buck
Just lost my mind like I'm vision
Blood splattered all in my kitchen
She wanna think that It's pretend
Not coming back for a minute
I'm gone but I’m still singing
(Oh my god)
She's so cold
Hold me close and don't let me go, yeah
Baby that's fine
You leave me alone all the time
Oh yeah, please tell me was it worth it
Too many fucking voices they're echoing in my head
Oh wait, now tell me where your hiding
Left me with nothing when I was ten but now I’m crying

[Bridge 2]
I see you stand, all alone
Outside our house I watched you go
Not enough to feel bad, just enough to let go
Every thought in my head eats away at my soul
Mom and Dad are upset, I don't know what to do
I was just a young boy crying alone in my room

[Chorus]
It beats me
Telephone, letters, old frames
On a night of December
Call me I'll be up waiting
Neck deep in a rut now I'm fading
Wake up, time for make up same as always
I'm sorry I couldn't take it so let's break this
A cover for your lover, steadysuffer
A goner, got no father, I'm just a loner