Don’t Cry

[Verse]
My anxiety it kills me I feel this
My depression really something hard to deal with
Got this hate in my heart I don't know why
It'll tear me apart but I don't cry
If you love me then why the fuck it don't show?
Every star gon' shine but I don't glow
And it's telling me don't fold
But what they don't know is I don't wanna live no more
I just wanna feel better but I can't relax
Still living in the past and I'm looking back
All the times I was low didn't know where to go
Thought I really had love but my heart really broke
Drowning in my sorrows I could die tomorrow feel hollow unapologetic
I've been sick inside my head I need a medic
I'm just tired of thinking about the things that I'm regretting
Therapy don't work and the pills don't
Work and nobody understands my emotions
Truth is I don't wanna face it I was stuck in my basement
Heart rate saying gave it hole and my heart torn apart now
I don't know where to start now
Everybody starts off as an angel
Everybody starts sinning when the pain grows
Why the fuck I'm feeling like my life a tragedy?
When I talk about it everybody mad at me
Blade to my skin I can feel the rush
Run away I've been smoking on the blunts
I'm a sinner that's just something that I had to be
I'd be running 'cause them demons coming after me
Pray to god but he never wanna answer me
I just wanna live happily, true