Dog Fight (Pt. 2)

[Chrorus]
When I overdose, just hold me close cus I'm a dead man
She got a new man, still looking for love I bet these meds can
I gave you peace of mind, how the fuck it end up in a trash can
This shit happened a while ago, I need to let it go but I can't, damn
I'm still grieving, he left for no reason, I lost my fam damn
Grab my pain and pills, taking off just like it's Pan Am
I grab my heart and put it on my sleeve, that's an absence of leave
I unpacked my clothes from my last breakup
Some shit I ain't wanna see
Niggas faking cus they wanna get famous, I hate wannabes
I just do my own shit, that's how it's posed to be, no envy

[Post-Chorus]
To make music is the only way I'm breathing
I'm getting a little less scared of you leaving
Every time you go, I do the most
I overshare, I be overreaching, yeah
I bathe in the blood of all my demons, now skin bleaching
I get stuck inside my head, that's the damn reason
I be wishing I was dead, my mistakes ain't teaching

[Verse]
I shed some tears through the years but this one feels different
I take these drugs to help with pain but I don’t feel different
I fell in love it ain’t the same, damn my heart missing
I fell in love too many times now my soul missing
I hit the blunt too many times now my soul lifting
I took a shot and popped a pill, now my body twitching
I won’t die up off these drugs, why everybody bitching
I got used to the pain
Every day remains the same
I just pray to the highest one that my name don’t die in vain
I keep defying all odds but that feeling ain’t the same
I just hope I don’t lose it all cus in the end that’s how he went
I won’t take my money to the grave, I ain’t got shit left to spend
I’m too scared to say I love you
I don’t wanna go through that again
I keep sending prayers up to God but I don’t think he getting them
I keep telling them my problems but they not understanding them
So in the end I always end up hating them, damn

[Chrorus]
When I overdose, just hold me close cus I'm a dead man
She got a new man, still looking for love I bet these meds can
I gave you peace of mind, how the fuck it end up in a trash can
This shit happened a while ago, I need to let it go but I can't, damn
I'm still grieving, he left for no reason, I lost my fam damn
Grab my pain and pills, taking off just like it's Pan Am
I grab my heart and put it on my sleeve, that's an absence of leave
I unpacked my clothes from my last breakup
Some shit I ain't wanna see
Niggas faking cus they wanna get famous, I hate wannabes
I just do my own shit, that's how it's posed to be, no envy

[Post-Chorus]
To make music is the only way I'm breathing
I'm getting a little less scared of you leaving
Every time you go, I do the most
I overshare, I be overreaching, yeah
I bathe in the blood of all my demons, now skin bleaching
I get stuck inside my head, that's the damn reason
I be wishing I was dead, my mistakes ain't teaching

[Verse]
I told myself it was alright
I'm finna have a good night
I lied again
Then I died again
I'm so sick of fucking dog fights
This verse two of part two, I've been up all night
My lyrics are virtues, starting to think I need a book to write
Maya said to slow it on the drugs, I ain't looking right
But she don't know the reason I be taking is cus I don't feel right
She just think I like to party in her own right
Shit she ain't wrong making songs, it was a fun time
I got a little older and a little bolder from like last time
I'm still alone inside my home, taking drugs just to pass time
That's the consequence of living fast, right?
I swear to God Imma do it better in my next life
That's if I ever make it to the afterlife
Seem like Hell more fitting
I don't give a Hell bout sinning
I step on some necks and buss some back, shit as long as I'm winning
Shit as long as I get it
I really think they don't get it
They ain't never gone get it, just abandon your feelings
Only hold the ones that's close, but I feel it's too many
I drain her heart till it's empty, for my sins please forgive me
If I say I love you then I mean it, I don't say that shit willy nilly
I ain't record nothing yet but I still put on for my city, yeah

[Chrorus]
When I overdose, just hold me close cus I'm a dead man
She got a new man, still looking for love I bet these meds can
I gave you peace of mind, how the fuck it end up in a trash can
This shit happened a while ago, I need to let it go but I can't, damn
I'm still grieving, he left for no reason, I lost my fam damn
Grab my pain and pills, taking off just like it's Pan Am
I grab my heart and put it on my sleeve, that's an absence of leave
I unpacked my clothes from my last breakup
Some shit I ain't wanna see
Niggas faking cus they wanna get famous, I hate wannabes
I just do my own shit, that's how it's posed to be, no envy

[Post-Chorus]
To make music is the only way I'm breathing
I'm getting a little less scared of you leaving
Every time you go, I do the most
I overshare, I be overreaching, yeah
I bathe in the blood of all my demons, now skin bleaching
I get stuck inside my head, that's the damn reason
I be wishing I was dead, my mistakes ain't teaching