​does my effort mean anything

[Intro]
Rimeren
Why do you keep holding things up against me?
Making me think we can't work it out
Talking like that, yeah, you know that it sends me
And I know that it's going south

[Verse]
You say you didn't know, I try to keep holding on
Don't want to hold me, I threw it away, it's gone
I get bored, think about you and I
And I won't give up, probably want me to die, die, die, die, die, die
Why do you keep holding things up against me?
Making me think we can't work it out
Talking like that, yeah, you know that it sends me
And I know that it's going south
You say you didn't know, I try to keep holding on
Don't want to hold me, I threw it away, it's gone
I get bored, think about you and I
And I won't give up, probably want me to die

[Outro]
Why do you keep holding things up against me?
Making me think we can't work it out
Talking like that, yeah, you know that it sеnds me
And I know that it's going south