Doctor Doctor

Did I push it too much?
Or not enough?
When did I stop losing touch?

When did you start giving up?
Cause I'm standing here
You're over there and this space in between
You don't care to be seen with me
Where is the light?
For me it's the darkest night
I am cold and I feel much older than I am

If we can agree
To both see things differently then I will grow
And be better for what I now know
I went to the psychic and the psychic said
"He wants you too but it's up to you"
So I kind of try but I don't succeed
I know what I want and it's not what I need
I know what I want and it's not what I need
I know what I want and it's not what I need
I know what I want and it's not what I need
I know what I want and it's not what I need

I'm paying the price, it's keeping me up at night
A maybe baby is treating me cruel, teaching me not to keep my heart a fool
What's dear to you?
You can't keep it even if you want to
You hand it to me or you hand it to them, don't think you're going to ever get it back again

I went to the doctor and the doctor said
"To fix the pain you're going to have to change"
So I kind of try but I don't succeed
I know what I want and it's not what I need
I know what I want and it's not what I need
I know what I want and it's not what I need
I know what I want and it's not what I need
I know what I want and it's not what I need

I went to my mother and my mother said
"It ain't true yet get it out of your head"
I kind of try but I don't succeed
I know what I want and it's not what I need
I know what I want and it's not what I need
I know what I want and it's not what I need
I know what I want and it's not what I need
I know what I want and it's not what I need

Nine months till the deadline
And nine weeks to make up your mind
Once you decide, there's no room for doubt every minute of your life to figure it out