Do You Feel Real

[Spoken Text: Sevdaliza]
I thought I'd silenced you
But here you are again
Welcoming my anxiety
I've wanted to throw you out
But since you're the gate
I remain the prison

I thought I'd heal from you
Or you'd escaped from me
Maybe I'm too scared to forget you
I just can't remember how it feels like to function without
Absorbed in total free fall
It's a waste of time
It's not that serious

And then, when guilt consumes you in your yoga class
And your teacher convinces you
You have to come back more often to solve these issues
Right?

[*Dog*]
*bark bark bark*

[Spoken Text: Sevdaliza]
I look around to realise I am the problem
Am I put into this world solely to embody it?