Do painkillers work for heartache

My heart in pieces
The rain is pouring
On my face
My face

God gave me something
And he took it right away
(he took it right away)

My mind is falling
I can't control it anymore
(anymore)

I didn't feel so broken
In my life before

I lost him
Before i could even kiss him
I think we're both victims
I dont cry
I am just drinking
I can't feel
If my heart is beating

I won't lie you gave me a taste of happiness, baby
I know you didn't want to break me
Into pieces
(into pieces)

Now i can wait for you call
Now i can wait for your message
I don't know if i will
Ever get through this damage

Now i'm not a first thought
Now i'm not a last
Now i'm just a lost girl
Without you & my broken mask

Now i don't feel special
Now i can't take rest
Losin' you, made me lose my heart
And it made me so depressed

I tried to hold you close, so close
You loved my love, and you overdosed

I lost my mind trying to fix yours
I tried to scream but i lost my voice
I lost my voice

And now I'm dancing with a stranger
In a room where I never was
I'm kissing with the danger
Does it even matter what my heart ever wants