​do me wrong

[Chorus]
I've had people do me wrong and I have wronged people
I can always forgive but I see myself as evil
I don't know who I can trust
Over time I'm losing fucks I can give
But my attitude remains peaceful

[Verse 1]
Why do people trust me? I don't even get it
In the end I always know that they gonna regret it
Self-destructive but I'm trying to get it together
It's been a minute since I've given this level of effort
I'm rеally trying my best, but I'm a people-plеaser
I look out for others more than me but I don't get it either
Sparing feelings never happened for me
But it was for the better 'cause I had to get it now the mix is cleaner
Done relying on people, they always disappoint
Having expectations never helps and that's what I avoid
Felt like giving up when I was down, began to get annoyed
Now they finally listen but before they didn't feel the boy
I was losing my mind
I even left the place I live because I wanted to die
I had a couple people with me then I found out they lied
I had a couple things I didn't need to see with my eyes
It had me wondering why

[Chorus]
I've had people do me wrong and I have wronged people
I can always forgive but I see myself as evil
I don't know who I can trust
Over time I'm losing fucks I can give
But my attitude remains peaceful

[Verse 2]
I don't know how much more I can take
I got ten thousand hours invested, maybe not
But this is something that I do every day
So I can talk about my pain
And leave it all on a page
Because my brain is filling up, I got a lot I could say
It's overactive, uncontrolled, and something I can't contain
I think about the past then I slowly drift into space
I see reflections of an older me, I'm hating my face
I'm learning over time how to live only in the moment
Working at a dream, plenty emotion that I'm holding
I got more of every aspect that I haven't been showing
I still never been so open
I been growing and I'm hoping that you notice
I'ma do it for myself, yeah it's sweeter that they doubted
Now I get it for myself because the fires ignited
I'd love to prove people wrong, it's what inspires my writing
I'm mixing that with love for art with all my thinking in private

[Chorus]
I've had people do me wrong and I have wronged people
I can always forgive but I see myself as evil
I don't know who I can trust
Over time I'm losing fucks I can give
But my attitude remains peaceful
I've had people do me wrong and I have wronged people
I can always forgive but I see myself as evil
I don't know who I can trust
Over time I'm losing fucks I can give
But my attitude remains peaceful