Diversion

[Intro]
Damn, it’s literally 3am
3am manic episode, dude
Ayy

[Hook]
The worst is yet to come
All my friends are still alive
I’ve been searching for diversions in this god forsaken life
All these men and women dumb if they stayin’ by my side
‘Cause the worst is yet to come, I can still kiss you goodnight

[Verse 1]
Poison all up in my cup
Coupe turns to a spaceship
Just imagine what a wraith did
All my life I’ve known hatred
Didn’t know that I was tainted
Purple keepin’ me lifted up
Chasing highs for euphoria
Every day, new dysmorphia
I hate to seem so complacent
Baby boy, that’s what the hate did
Been told my whole life I can’t live
Heaven’s gate finna knock me down
Yet Heaven’s Gate would be so proud
I got enemies and they so loud
I got retribution, didn’t make a sound
I got everything that I need now

[Hook]
The worst is yet to come
All my friends are still alive
I’ve been searching for diversions in this god forsaken life
All these men and women dumb if they stayin’ by my side
‘Cause the worst is yet to come, I can still kiss you goodnight

[Verse 2]
Maybe I’m stupid, maybe I’m loony
Maybe I’m losing it deep down inside of me
I’m dealing crucifixes with lucy
Not any music or damn camaraderie’s
I know you digging deep and you scratching
Thinking these words you say could get inside of me
But, no excuses, I’m feeling lucid
I sell it to you, I’m not the commodity
I took a couple of kpins
Fixing up my mental anguish
All these old friends turned to faces
Most wanted, most hated
I be touching shit that ain’t shit
All of you still hold it sacred
Misquoting things I’ve been sayin’
Placin’ me right next to Satan
I do not hang wit no gang shit
Bodeine been missing for ages
Brother, I’m wishing, I’m prayin’
I know they ain’t droppin’ cases
He kept me sane in my station
& I miss Esko, we waitin’
Once I got bread from the music, I’ll make sure commissary gettin’ my payments
Every mirror out of sight, I don’t wanna see
Never watch my videos back when I make the things
I know it’s fuckin’ crazy, but I’m fuckin’ crazy
Every time I look back, less and less people are staying

[Hook]
The worst is yet to come
All my friends are still alive
I’ve been searching for diversions in this god forsaken life
All these men and women dumb if they stayin’ by my side
‘Cause the worst is yet to come, I can still kiss you goodnight