Disturbing The Peace

[Verse 1]
Tell me to my face
That you could never lie
But I'm the one
To pour the whiskey on the fire
Just to see the flame and
Feel like I'm alive
Should I break some shit or cry
It's so hard to decide

[Pre-Chorus]
You take all of me
The defensively self sabotaging
And it cuts me so deep
You keep searching for that silver lining

[Chorus]
How can you love me when I don't love me
Feel like I'm wasting all your energy
It's not like me to disturb the peace
You've been waiting and wishing and hoping
For me to change
Not me, not me
Not me disturbing the peace
Not me, not me
Not me disturbing the peace

[Verse 2]
Years old patterns I can't seem to leave behind
All behavior is so hard to unwire
Seems like all I ever do is apologise
But it's always on my mind, always on my mind

[Pre-Chorus]
You take all of me
The defensively self sabotaging
And it cuts me so deep
You don't give up on me you keep on trying

[Chorus]
How can you love me when I don't love me
Feel like I'm wasting all your energy
It's not like me to disturb the peace
You've been waiting and wishing and hoping
For me to change
Not me, not me
Not me disturbing the peace
Not me, not me
Not me disturbing the peace

[Bridge]
I wanna keep it, I wanna keep it
I wanna keep it but the peace is missing
I wanna keep it, I wanna keep it
I wanna keep it but the peace is missing
I wanna keep it, I wanna keep it
I wanna keep it but the peace is missing
I wanna keep it, I wanna keep it
I wanna keep it but the peace is missing