​distress

I was going through some hard shit lately
Nobody around me was able to see
My mental distress increasing
The day I started acting crazy
Day by day, everybody leaving me
Im alone, no, I'm fucking miserable
Since the start I knew it
Maybe I should've thought before I opened my mouth
Now everybody feel hurted because of me
I feel so dead; i feel brainless
Maybe I should stop walking in circles
Haven't lefted home, on my chest there a hole
Where my heart was supposed to be
Im burning alive since he left me
The hole hurting and my heart bleeding
The hole hurting and my heart bleeding

My brain is saturated, my head's empty
I'm living dangerously everyday
I have one foot in the void like always
Time goes by, I feel like I'm weakening day by day
This world disgusts me, he makes me vomit
At the age of seventeen, already drunk from this life
I don't really like people, It's an heresy to my eyes
The blood that flows in my veins
My skin that cools down
War, blood corpse
It's like being trap in a movie who never end
The world keep ignoring my cry for help
Go on, I appreciate
An endless ego war, the world is burning
The creation of Jesus, who came to the final destruction
Humanity tends to be destroyed
Life is full filled with cyanide
The pain in my heart push me to the edge
Slowly dying, I think Its the end