Distraught

[Intro: SEPHA.]
I was turning into someone else
I was turning into someone else

[Chorus: $LOTHBOI]
Black fit with a reason bleeding
$lothboi you a demon speaking
Train tracks and I’m on it geeking
Wet hands cuz' the paint be leaking
Fuck I ain't sleeping for dozens of reasons
Got PTSD from the bodies they seizing
The evil be creeping the light losing meaning
And poison will spread thru my dreams till' I’m leaking

[Verse 1: $LOTHBOI]
I ain't got no one to save me
Drown in my lonely with demons I’m craving bitch
Fuck all the reasons I hate me
All of these talks in my head got me shaking, yuh
Shit you be fucking me, baby
But I can't nut cuz I’m off of some eighties
Shit I be blacking out lately
30 missed calls from a bitch tryna save me
I’m sorry I’m no good I know it
Trigger words haunt me the bodies they showing
Panic be brewing in motion
Speech won’t come out just a stutter I’m slowing
Shit I been drinking and falling
Further and further I can’t hear the calling
All these demons be talking
Shut the fuck up, please, I beg you, I'm sobbing

[Verse 2: $LOTHBOI]
Slothboi you got this
Fuck me right up while I pop these, on god
Shit you gun fuck me
Bitch I ain’t even know what the fuck is going on
Bitch I been distraught
From tha blind shot
That you fired right into my heart
Now I got black on
Fuck a bitch cop
I got paint on my clothes ima run

[Break: SEPHA.]
The nonsense in my head
Keeps tryna a make sense of itself
I’d rather leave there instead
Of turning into someone else
The nonsense in my head
Keeps tryna a make sense of itself
I’d rather leave there instead
Of turning into someone else
The nonsense in my head
Keeps tryna a make sense of itself
I’d rather leave there instead
Of turning into someone else

[Verse 3: SEPHA.]
Rise to the front of this
Don't run on back
Don’t run to the back no
I’m bored as fuck so I found bliss
Cut me the slack
It’s all bout the slacking off
Rise to the front of this
Don't run on back
Don’t run to the back no
I’m bored as fuck so I found bliss
Cut me the slack
It’s all bout the slacking off
Tho my brain keeps
Ticking and ticking
And ticking and ticking
And ticking and ticking
And ticking and ticking
And ticking and ticking
And ticking and ticking

[Chorus: $LOTHBOI]
Black fit with a reason bleeding
$lothboi you a demon speaking
Train tracks and I’m on it geeking
Wet hands cuz' the paint be leaking
Fuck I ain't sleeping for dozens of reasons
Got PTSD from the bodies they seizing
The evil be creeping the light losing meaning
And poison will spread thru my dreams till I’m leaking

[Outro: SEPHA.]
I was turning into someone else
I was turning into someone else