Distractions

[Intro]

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

[Verse 1]

My life is just filled with distractions I can't even take it
You had a calling
You were to catch me if I had fallen
Had me tripping to damn near exhaustion
I can’t even go write a page
Scripted notes and I'm stressed out
Adding me to the body count
Of people who blowed their brains out
Now I gotta get a job for me
To keep rapping priority
Hard to make it as minorities
They try to block me off like a quarantine
Importantly there are othеr things
That are still sitting in my mind
It's like my brain is controlling me
And laying rulеs to abide by
Y’all tryna be mean to me
This shit really ain't what it seem to be
So soon ima lay to rest
Me chasing success
It's just me gaining less
It's like I keep taking the test
This shit is a mess
Taking these classes only to skip em
No graduation, this shit is just making
Me so fucking tired
I hate being tired, I'm sick of avoiding defeat
I now am having so much paranoia from the weed
When I'm smoking trees
All I'm hearing are the loud voices in me
Just take the safe route
Get with reality, cut all the music shit, quit having fallacies
Look at your future, think about balancing
Just take the path and stick with normality
Where the fuck would your talent be
Honestly I am just sick of this shit
People be with you and spilt
How can I get into this bitch
There are just so much distractions
It's nuts that I’m overreacting
But fuck it I’m going for platinum
It's the dopest shit over
With I’m blowing it over proportionally and it's going to spit

[Bridge]

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

When will you ever try to save me
Cause shit been happening lately
I can't even focus on myself
Cause that self is only someone else

[Verse 2]

I feel like my life has been living a lie
To tell you the truth
But have I even been given a try
When I'm selling my tunes
Sometimes I feel like a stupid mess
Whose been cleaned with a broom and Windex
Shit I am hexed
I just wanna do my best
To try to be better than the rest
But sometimes I just wander in my mind
Tryna figure out if I’m gonna be fine
Right down the line
I'm maybe pondering this thought at the wrong time
But I'm tryna relax
But I'm always tryna push it to the max
But now I'm just writing these raps
Tryna say fuck it, go to the limit
Go make this music or be somewhere tripping
Tripping like acid
Doing a backspin
Tryna figure out what is just happening
I am so ragged, saying my peace
Highly unmotivated from the trees
Always try to rep it for the streets
But I don't live like that it's incomplete
Made about a hunned songs they released
I'm always on my grind, on my feet
But that music life is a reach
It feels like a vision that I can't see
When I make it I will cherish the fame
When I make it I'm carrying weight
I wanna be on the mainstream
That's the way that I'll make cream
But it feels like I'm doing the same thing
All the time I just daydream, (who the fuck know about me though, try to judge on me and so,)

[Outro]

I have these distractions
That might haunt me for my life
This shit that I can't balance
Will only waste my time
But I can't be that man
That gets these off my mind
I'm too perfectionistic, that I can't write these lines
I'm too in my zone
You won't ever know
What life is like now for me
I'll never hurt my soul