Distracting Me

Even when I have
Everything right now
I can't smile
I don't know why

Even when I get the fame
The money and attention
I'd still die
I'm too tired

But I
I'll try
To lie
That I'm fine
I'm not fine

Even when I have my name
In billboards and in papers
I'm still here
Waiting on you

Even when I get this song
For everyone to listen
I hope that
You'll hear it too

Cause I
Miss you
You're my home
But you're you
I don't have any control of what you'll feel, and you'll do

So I'll stay away
Away from you
Yes I do, miss you
But it's better this way

Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh

Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh

Maybе I still love you
But I don't want to
I hate the way I feel
It's been months that I'm likе this

I can't sleep, too tired
Too lost, can I please rest
In your arms, just once

Even if it's been a while
I still feel the same
I'm still in love
When I hear your name
So I wrote a song
But this won't change a thing
Cause even when I sing this song
You'll still hate to hear my name