Distracted (RIP XXXTENTACION)

[Intro]
I feel so scared...
And Underprepared...
When I'm next you... (Nah!)

[Chorus]
I was supposed to go to charity
It didn’t seem to last! Nothing was
Changing all along
Should've took a different path!
Reeves Motorsports find something to whip in!
My mom told me now but she never told me to listen
Heard a couple dudes there, and a couple dudes here!
Its like everything that i was saying, Death was near! (Man!)
Fucked this shit all cause my BMW my mind was so distracted
Didn't see whats in front you! (Shit!)

[Verse]
I remember 17 why was it so vividly potrayed within’ my dreams... Gunshots poppin' on my birthday in my head wished death when I was 13... I was alone for so long... didn't feel nothin' damn these fucking headshots didn't kill nothin' s-siting in my jail cell writin' these
Letters heartbroken forever.. Pleading guilty dont matter atleast it Didn't matter to me until I spoke to the devil... tell me everything was Fine if I hopped in his kettle but I didn’t wanna, I only asked for one Thing "Can I be something, can I feel something?!" ’'What I crave is already mine." Didn’t seem to understand what he said, while i cried All the tears left... (And then) When I said yes...

[Chorus]
I was supposed to go to charity
It didn't seem to last! Nothing was
Changing all along. (Should've took a different path!)
Reeves Motorsports find something to whip in!
My mom told me now but she never told me to listen
Heard a couple dudes there, and a couple dudes here!
Its like everything that i was saying, Death was near! (Man!)
Fucked this shit all cause my BMW my mind was so distracted
Didn't see whats in front you! (Shit!)