Distorted Disorder

I'm a tortured soul and victim
Distorted story don't listen
Happiness is such a mission
When you're lost with no ambition

Everything I've got is gone
Torn apart and now I feel so wrong
Can't stop drinking when I'm all alone
Keep on digging deeper when I'm in this hole

Stuck up in a bad routine
Got about 23 shots in my blood stream
Feeling really empty like the bottles of my floor
And i feel so fucked but I go and get more

Everything is dead to me
Don't give a fuck what you said to me
I am alone in this world with the rest of me
Sit here and suffer you fucking infected me

IN MY HEAD!
IN MY HEAD!
(This so much shit, This so much shit)
IN MY HEAD!
(Don't know whats real, i think i killed)
IN MY HEAD! (There's so much screaming)
IF I BLACK OUT THEN YOU DEAD

IN MY HEAD!
IF I BLACK OUT THEN YOU DEAD
IN MY HEAD!
IF I BLACK OUT THEN YOU DEAD

We're fed this lie, through out our life
We'll be alright, But shits so wrong

I sleep in a depth of the dirt
With all of the bodies I've killed
I cuddle and wait till they rot
No this is not fucking real

Another lobotomy
Nothing is right in me
Can't stand the sight of me
Sickness inside of me
Can't stop the fight in me
All the despite of me
You can't decide with me
I am not right with me

More than a freak
I'd rather sleep
Rotting away
Nothing To Say

I'm so distorted
I'm so distorted
I'm so distorted
I'm so distorted

I'm so distorted
If I black out then you're dead
I'm so distorted
Can't remember what I said
I'm so distorted
Is this real or are you dead

I'm so distorted
Why am I inside your bed
I'm so distorted
With this knife inside your head
I'm so distorted
And my hands are all so red
I'm so distorted
I hear you talking but you're dead
I'm so distorted
Are you really fucking dead?

I'm so distorted
I'm so distorted
I'm so distorted
I'm so distorted

I'm so distorted
I'm so distorted
I'm so distorted
I'm so distorted