Distant

[Verse 1: kVr]
High 5 for the free to the one that's first
To dive right into my dreams on the 31st
And it made them burst, no seams to knit, never to be nursed
Feeling like I'm cursed, and I'm cursing back at you and at what feels like the worst
The unquenchable thirst for life to stop leaking like fluid
Between my fucking fingers that are dancing in convulsions
Everfalling from the stairs and now my head feels like a ruin
I'm behaving like a skitzo in the middle of the ocean
I'm backing up from everything that is social
The distance has never been larger
Now take the time to look deep into my emotions
And see that I'm not anymore in the charge of
What's going on with me, I don't feel like a being
Everyone's disappointment, cannot bear this shit
Have I ever said that I'm alright? All lied
I won't get to live my life with it, it's distant

[Verse 2: LyteSpeed]
Going down
Leave them with an open mouth
Tie the braided rope around their neck
Until they’re choking out, hold them down
Losing breath, they’re zoning out
Depression leaves a broken smile
Like, why you want to pull me down
And gotta fall to underground?
'Cause everybody really wanna see me dead
And because so I think I’ll really motherfucking bleed again
And it’s got me thinking when did I let my fucking demons in?
When did I let my demons in? Seeping in
Is it 'cause I cannot feel my feet again?
I don’t like the outcomes that I see within
Is it 'cause I cannot feel my feet again?
I don’t like the outcomes that I see within
I know I may seem so distant
I am trying to break out
Break the walls that all confine me
Come, come find me, get me out
Blood runs down my forehead, dripping
Screaming loud, I think about
People who come push me down
And give me doubt, I’m falling down