Distance (blre)

I had you on the phone
Heard you were mine
I've been on the run since you walked through the hallway

Heard it all before
Don't even mind
I'll do anything, pull me in and I'm far away not right there

But I won't say that I'm standing right here when I see you I panic
So scared of the way I am now

Well I don't wanna say that this is all it was
Trying not to stay but that just made it worse
I've been keeping my distance
I just wanna know that you're thinking

I just can't explain the way it hurts
Now that what we had is gone
I don't have the words, I'm so bad at playing along
Saving my feelings, I've been keeping my distance

I talked about it last night
Thought I was fine
Helped you pack your things, put your bags in the hallway
Maybe in a past life, our problem aside
We could make it home and hear you when you're calling

Oh right there, yeah
But I won't say that I'm standing right here when I see you I panic
So scared of the way it might pan out

I don't wanna say that this is all it was
Trying not to stay but that just made it worse
I've been keeping my distance
I just wanna know that you're thinking

I just can't explain the way it hurts
Now that what we had is gone
I don't have the words, I'm so bad at playing along
Saving my feelings, I've been keeping my distance

I've been feeling so high on the way down
Hope I get another chance
Cause I know I wouldn't, wouldn't let you pass by
Wouldn't even think twice, let you out of my mind
I didn't even know why

I've been feeling so high on the way down
Said you treated me bad cause you knew I couldn't, I know I couldn't

I don't wanna say that this is all it was
Trying not to stay but that just made it worse
I've been keeping my distance
I just wanna know that you're thinking

I just can't explain the way it hurts
Now that what we had is gone
I don't have the words, I'm so bad at playing along
Saving my feelings, I've been keeping my distance