Disposable

My heart's set on traveling out from the city
In hopes that she'd show the same commitment back to me
Even though the weather's cold, I'll go

Got my maps out and my shoes ready
She says she's sure but says it hesitantly
Even though my doubts have grown, I'll go

I try and ignore her criticizing (Like she tells me)
In hopes that she'd show the same patience back to me
Even though she's being cold, I'll go

Things change so quickly
From a loved one to some pest to feed
I wear off so quickly
So quickly down to these broken knees

Put my maps away and calm came slowly
Things are sure and I most certainly am staying home
I feel so disposable