Disorient

I feel like im at the bottom again or at least the negative cycle of life
I dropped an album that shit, flopped
I guess my music shitty and i should stop
Relapsed on porn after 2 weeks
I guess that's better than days of three
But whatever mate i don't care
I'll become an asexual monk with no hair

Rise
Demise
The two, carry "i"
So are they, the same
Two events, one plane
I have fallen but i will get up
I will not make the same mistake
Instead i'll bloody jump
I will not jump
But instead i'll build a bloody bridge
I will not build a bridge
Instead i'll build a bloody spaceship
"F U C K"
I feel like imma go experiment on my own mental
Meditate and change the neurological patterns of my tiny old brain
Cook it up to a five star meal
Structure the food for aesthetic appeal
With the plate carved from philosopher's stone
And the utensils are made of my bones

4-bit mode, James Gorczyca
Pair me up like the Mahjongg
Can't assassinate my character
Do re mi
Do re mi
Do re mi
Do
Mi
Don't anger me
I'll kill like Kratos
Smash your body
Give you scolio
Miyamoto
Musashi
Can't stop me
You sloppy
No armor on my just whole body
Im swift like light
And you rigid like cement
I live in truth
And you live in a false story

Oh so you think it's just cool just to sleep on me
This sandman will snatch your eyes while you fucking sleep
I collect the eyes of my foolish enemies
Forever staring at what they hate most which is me