Disorderly conduct

I have a need to destroy my body
I don’t want it anymore

I feel a rage inside of me
That burns the back of my throat
This monster loves me more than anyone else that I know
So I’ll satisfy the tragedy
I need to feed on my own flesh
It’s the only beautiful way to burn

I want the flesh
I want the blood
I want the cold and sharp cuts
I need to romanticize it
Cuz it’s all that I’ve got

I know that it’s the devil

I feel a rage inside of me
That burns the back of my throat
This monster loves me more than anyone else that I know
So I’ll satisfy the tragedy
I need to feed on my own flesh
It’s the only bеautiful way to burn

With these hands that hurt
Thesе eyes that see nothing but sin
All I’ve known is my own destruction

You’ll ask me what burning feels like
I’ll tell you I’m in control
I decide, I’m in charge
I will carry this burden by myself
You’ll ask me what burning feels like
I’ll tell you when I know