Disillusioned

[Intro]
Look

[Chorus]
I'm alive, but I feel so dead inside
Try to hide that something's wrong in my mind
Summertime, niggas wanna go and chill
Winter time, niggas plottin' on a mil
Fuck a dream, I'm just tryna pay the bills
On the move, yeah, I'm never stayin' still
Settlin' for basic, I never wanna do that
Hoes tryna plot on my riches, tell 'em, "Move back"
Hoes tryna plot on my riches, tell 'em, "Move back"
Settlin' for basic, I never wanna do that
Hoes tryna plot on my riches, tell 'em, "Move back"
Settlin' for basic, I never wanna do that

[Verse]
Oh my God, I forgot who I was
Nowadays I just don't know who to trust
Stood away, I don't wanna open up
Everyday I don't wanna see the sun
Heaven knows I don't wanna lose my life
Even though I bottle everything inside
Gotta breathe, this a different type of high
Need the truth 'cause everything's a fuckin' lie

[Chorus]
I'm alive, but I feel so dead inside
Try to hide that something's wrong in my mind
Summertime, niggas wanna go and chill
Winter time, niggas plottin' on a mil
Fuck a dream, I'm just tryna pay the bills
On the move, yeah, I'm never stayin' still
Settlin' for basic, I never wanna do that
Hoes tryna plot on my riches, tell 'em, "Move back"
Hoes tryna plot on my riches, tell 'em, "Move back"
Settlin' for basic, I never wanna do that
Hoes tryna plot on my riches, tell 'em, "Move back"
Settlin' for basic, I never wanna do that
I'm alive, but I feel so dead inside
Try to hide that something's wrong in my mind
Summertime, niggas wanna go and chill
Winter time, niggas plottin' on a mil
Fuck a dream, I'm just tryna pay the bills
On the move, yeah, I'm never stayin' still
Settlin' for basic, I never wanna do that
Hoes tryna plot on my riches, tell 'em, "Move back"
Hoes tryna plot on my riches, tell 'em, "Move back"
Settlin' for basic, I never wanna do that
Hoes tryna plot on my riches, tell 'em, "Move back"
Settlin' for basic, I never wanna do that