Disillusioned

[Verse 1]
This here is a dreamer’s anthem
This here is for the kids
No one gave a fuck about us
Laughed at our ideas
How many young kids gotta suffer?
How many dreams moms done killed?
Mama, I told you more than once
That ima make it happen
Stop pressuring the kid
I’ll get you that foreign car
As long as you don’t kick me out the house
Telling me that I need to get a job
Age nineteen, please don’t worry
Cause ma

[Bridge]
Music’s all I know
It’s my only hope
I did bad at school
Too much time at home
Penryn done kicked me out three times
Made my grades go low
Six months spent at home

[Pre-Hook]
Put sum respek on my name
Put sum respek on it
Miscalculated me
And that’s why a young nigga still has no chill
Cause I need hunnids and hunnids
More zeros on commas and…

[Hook]
Tell my mother that it’s goin’ happen
Yeah it’s goin’ happen
Tell my brother that it’s goin’ happen
Yeah it’s goin’ happen
They know that it’s goin’ happen
Yeah it’s goin’ happen
Tell my city that it’s goin’ happen
Yeah it’s goin’ happen
To my mother, yeah it’s goin’ happen
Yeah it’s goin’ happen
To my brother, yeah it’s goin’ happen
Yeah it’s goin’ happen
They know that it’s goin’ happen
Yeah it’s goin’ happen
To my city, yeah it’s goin’ happen

[Verse 2]
Told my city that’s its goin’ happen
Told my city I’m the shit
When real dropped last year
It fell into deaf ears
Nobody gave a fuck about my raps
Nobody purchased any beats, nax
But when I make it next year
They goin’ ask if I can put their asses on the map
Oh God save me
All your silence made me crazy
Paranoia, speaking to myself
Making beats late nights
Faded, wavey

[Bridge]
Music’s all I know
It’s my only hope
I did bad at school
Too much time at home
Penryn done kicked me out three times
Made my grades go low
Six months spent at home

[Pre-Hook]
Put sum respek on my name
Put sum respek on it
Miscalculated me
And that’s why a young nigga still has no chill
Cause I need hunnids and hunnids
More zeros on commas and…

[Hook]
Tell my mother that it’s goin’ happen
Yeah it’s goin’ happen
Tell my brother that it’s goin’ happen
Yeah it’s goin’ happen
They know that it’s goin’ happen
Yeah it’s goin’ happen
Tell my city that it’s goin’ happen
Yeah it’s goin’ happen
To my mother, yeah it’s goin’ happen
Yeah it’s goin’ happen
To my brother, yeah it’s goin’ happen
Yeah it’s goin’ happen
They know that it’s goin’ happen
Yeah it’s goin’ happen
To my city, yeah it’s goin’ happen
Yeah it’s goin’ happen

[Outro]
Tell my mother that’s goin’ happen
Yeah it’s goin’ happen
Tell my brother that’s goin’ happen
Yeah it’s goin’ happen
They know that it’s goin’ happen
Yeah it’s goin’ happen
Oooo…

[Interlude]
I’ve seen things I cannot unsee
I’ve been through so many things
I just can’t escape the truth
I’ve been thinking ‘bout you and me
And how we will never be
It’s not you it’s all on me yeah
I’ve been needing some morning sun
I’m praying to the holy son
I’m thinking of what I’ve done
Can’t make you waste your love
Oh I see winter, I see rain
I sense trouble, what a shame
I won’t cope with all that fame
So it’s best you runaway
I’ve seen things you don’t wanna see
I’ve been through so many things
I just can’t escape the truth
I’ve been thinking ‘bout you and me
And how we will never be
It’s not you it’s all on me yeah
I’m cold hearted