‌disgusting

Fuck it fuck it burn down now im nothing
Rusting, rusting heart gone can't do loving
Busted, busted, whole world all on fuckshit
Disgusting, disgusting, i ain wanna be discussing
Save me now before the walls start shutting
Save me now they are all so easily corrupted

Suicide is a suicide, a million times i almost died
Ruin it all brain fried, wanted it all fuck it i tried

I'm still stressin out on nothing, ran out of loving
And hardly anyone i can b trustin, while my organs rusting
Been 2 long on that fuck shit, getting 2 high forget my functions
Aside from the dark and numbness, didn’t wanna end up loveless
Hide away so i can't ruin anything. 10 years gettin high till i can't think
Million diagnosis watch my mood swing, tryna stop pouring the potion my sins
My vices i tried all em things, but nothing ever hit like the first time the first win
Ain't my friend so dont call me twin, you weren't there where i been
You dont wanna see what i did