Disguised

My names joe
What is yours
Hold on a minute
Wait there
And just Pause
Pause while I take you
Through My mind
And how all this time
I’ve been disguised

Now not gonna lie
I’ve not been myself
Not been myself and I’ve had all this doubt
I’ve been disguised , I’m not actually that happy
I have a few regrets
I’m not like dappy
Im more like Nf
I just feel depressed
I wanna search
I wanna change
I wanna change
Re function my brain
I wanna Take of just like a plane

I’m sick of the hate
I’m sick of the comments
How you think that your actually funny
Take the piss out of me
For Doing something with my life
You can say it’s wrong but I know its right

Now what are you doing Just taking the piss
You Laugh at my music make me feel like shit
I’m not Eminem, I’ve had no revival
And second of all , my music hasn't gone viral
Hasn't gone viral
But I’ll still believe
While I’m getting abused
And the water get deep
The water gets deep
And the mountain
Gets steep
And I hear all of this hate
In my head
On repeat

You don’t know
How you make feel
You just take , advantage of me
You’re always
Just taking the piss
But one day
You’ll regret all of this
Now okay I might be small
But right now
I’m bigger than you
Now I know
Who I can trust
And I know who has my back
And I know whos nice to me
And I know that I believe
And I know you’ll be on your knees

I was disguised
You disguised me
You made me feel low
Like the future is red
And the futures not green

Okay let me ask you a question?
Wait nah
I’ll give you a suggestion
My suggestions
Is to stop discriminating
And the question is
Why the fuck are you hating?

Okay , I can’t fight
Okay , I’m not a pikey
Before you message
Asking to fight me

Hang on I’ve got one more question?
What , have you achieved in life?
Have , you ever tried something new
Instead of giving Hate
And dropping a view

Didn’t think so
So shut your mouth
You are my nightmare
And musics my dream
You give me doubt
I still believe
I still believe
That I will succeed
Shout out
To all my mates
The ones who Care
The ones who arnt snakes
When I say mates I don’t
Just mean my boys
I have girls as friends
Who are just as important

To ones who give me support
To ones who treat me same
To ones who give me love
I will raise up
Raise up above

Haters are red
Believers are blue
Haters a false
Believers are true

When things
Get tough
I try to ignore
When things get
Tough
I strive
I break down that door

I look towards the future
And forget about the past
Ignore all the comments
Ignore all the hate

Focus on my self
And what I love doing
Focus on myself
I don’t give a fuck
If ya booing

I was disguised
You disguised me
You made me feel low
Like the future is red
And the futures not green