​disgrace

[Verse 1: ​hiraeth]
You gotta stop getting invested
Lash out, swing my fist where his neck is
Swear you wish that I was somebody impressive
Chase him 'cause he's not interested
No one knows what I been going through
Live or die, it's getting hard to choose

[Chorus: hiraeth]
Fucked up, fucked up
Fix your attitude
No love, just sex
He got it outta you

[Verse 2: sinxi]
Just let me know love, I'm leaving home
Don't pretend you know me, you simply don't
I'm so far away from what we built
I lost composure, I lost my will
And I always try to be the bigger man
When it's all in my head
And I'm tryna be the best I can
Please don't say a word
You wouldn't know what to say
We're both on separate roads
Waiting for our love to fade

[Bridge: sinxi]
Waiting for our love to fade
Nobody said it'd be easy
I hope I'm on my way
To what I'm searching for

[Verse 3: hiraeth]
Push me outta line
I'm sick of feeling helpless
I tried to reason
Why the fuck you being selfish?
Please let go of me
Remove the scars from my neck
Swear it's blasphemy
She's fucking done it again
I don't know if you care now
Are you proud, I cut my hair down?

[Chorus: hiraeth]
Fucked up, fucked up
Fix your attitude
No love just sex
He got it outta you

[Verse 4: hiraeth]
Hard to feel like I was needed in the first place
Please don't look at me, I swear I'm such a disgrace
I'm tired of my own face

[Verse 5: sinxi]
(Hira)
Just leave me here to die
I can't save my state of mind
I'm running out of time
No conscience left to find
I'll go and waste my life
Another endless night
I'm just too scared to try
Heaven ain't too far away