Disconnected

Intro
I've been on a road
Far away from home
Ain't no light here
I fear I'm alone

Verse 1

I just want to be the one to tell you everything is fine
But there's no way not in this life
I think the worst part is to watch my family suffer
They don't talk about it, but I see it in their eyes
Every day is like I wake up to put on my disguise
I don't know what hurts more the pretending or the lies
It's like its advanced to pop another Xanax everytime you fucking tired
What I got to do to break out of this cage
What I got to do to be free of this pain
What I got to do
What I got to do

No way out I'm lost here with you!

Chorus
Feel you under the torment
Gone on too long I've been disconnected from what real
Ain't no god damn check-in what I got to do to just accept it

Verse 2
My doctor, he says to take the pills
My Father, he says it's not real
My mom says imperfect
But how the fuck is that supposed to make me feel

I hate myself
Ain't depending on no wealth
God I'm out of stealth
Please show me myself
I want to end it all but in a way
So I can see if I ever had a purpose
But the devil on my shoulder says

He's been on the dark side
Depending on this sound
Got him with that dance down
Burn it to the ground
Oh look where he ran now
Lost never found
Oh look where he stand now
Words out in town
Everybody's bad
Just like his style
Everybody's sad how funny his down
Cause he's been on the dark side
Depending on this sound
Caught him with his guard down
Put him in the ground

Chorus

Feel you under the torment
Gone on too long I've been disconnected from what real
Ain't no god damn check-in what I got to do to just accept it