Disconnected

You say that you care about me
I don’t know why
I’m scared that i might be wasting your time
Or are you wasting mine
I’m worried all the time
You always say you’re mine
I don’t know why you’d lie
Discontent with how my life is going
I feel disconnected
And i know that it’s showing
Honestly i feel like i'm nothing to you
Sometimes it’s caused by the things that you do

By the things that you do
But it’s not really your fault
All these thoughts inside my head
And i tend to believe them all

Everything has changed
It still feels the same
I don’t know what to say
I really can’t explain these things
I hate myself
You know
I’m saying it in every song
All i really want is to let you know you’re not alone
I get so sad
I get so mad
I don’t say a thing
I just sit back
And drown in my emotions
It’s like i’m lost out in the ocean