DISBALANCE

[Verse 1]
I've been waiting for this for a long time
Now I'll get despised
Now I'm just afraid you're gonna die
Gotta drain the pus inside my mind
Gotta let it break down 'til it deposits a disguise
It's a lot of bruises in my eye
It's a lot of thoughts that now I fear
And a bad bitch on my right
Ain't it funny how it feels so different?
What's in this life, I need something that's different
She told me "Come attack my heart"
So I take it, and I shake it
But I did not mean to break it

[Chorus]
She said
Do you love when I'm gone?
I can tell that you're wrong
Point it out then you left me
I feel alone on the phonе
Want to feel your touch like a ghost that left me
I'm still thе way that you left me
I think the way that you test me
Is what's gon' hold me back
Blood all in my mouth, you let me eat
Do you love when I'm gone?
I can tell that you do when I'm here alone
Gotta pick a bone
Gotta leave this life alone
Do you love when I'm gone?
I can tell that you do when I feel your heart
It's solid dark
I think it fell apart

[Interlude]
I, I, I, I ain't never feel the same
I ain't never feel the same since

[Verse 2]
It's not over, I'm Cupid new soldier
Feel like Sisyphus, 'cause I'm pushing boulders
Lost inside your coma, heart cold like pneumonia
I'll see you in the future, I know we'll last forever
And I take it, her love always mine
It's for the taking
I can feel her heart throughout the matrix
Haha, fuck, I had enough
Why my brain go mushed? Every stain is gushed
Buttons on me pushed, simple like input
I don't need to say, forever lack of luck
Now I feel like broken glass, all over the ground, I let it smash
I just knew that shit would never last
I just thought something wasn't in me
Why friends gotta die? God must be picky
Grit my fucking teeth, pout at the city
Then all of a sudden, I hear the ticking
I just start to feel my body hurt
And I know that no one listening

[Chorus]
And she said
Do you love when I'm gone?
I can tell that you're wrong
Point it out then you left me
I feel alone on the phone
Want to feel your touch like a ghost that left me
I'm still the way that you left me
I think the way that you test me
Is what's gon' hold me back
Blood all in my mouth, you let me eat
Do you love when I'm gone?
I can tell that you do when I'm here alone
Gotta pick a bone
Gotta leave this life alone
Do you love when I'm gone?
I can tell that you do when I feel your heart
It's solid dark
I think it fell apart

[Outro]
I think, I think, I think, I think, I think it fell apart
I think it fell apart