Disarray

We made a pact to be good for each other
No strings attached bound to be lovers
You did your best to perfect the illusion
Nothing was wrong we were strong
I saw through it
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My sweet girls its done
I can’t carry on, like this
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You don’t wanna be with me
All we’ve ever done is cover up cold and numb
Dying love
I don’t wanna keep you here
Fighting with your head and heart
To stay in this place
Of disarray
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Call it a tie and leave with your head high
Take what is mine and I’ll find a new life
My sweet girl walk on, I can’t carry us like this
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You don’t wanna be with me
All we’ve ever done is cover up cold and numb
Dying love
I don’t wanna keep you here
Fighting with your head and heart
To stay in this place
Of disarray
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No I won’t drag your name through the dirt
I won’t tell my friends it’s all her
It’s not about the blame or getting one up in the game no
I won’t bite back and attack, fire words try burning what we had
It’s not about pain, I’m not gonna make you pay, cause
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You don’t wanna be with me
All we’ve ever done is cover up cold and numb
Dying love
I don’t wanna keep you here
Fighting with your head and heart
To stay in this place
Of disarray
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We were too scared of goodbye
Fighting for something that died
Now we’ve got to leave us behind
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We were too scared of goodbye
Fighting for something that died
Now we’ve got to leave us behind