Disappointed

Do I seem mad?
Does that surprise you?
It’s all got so fucked up

And I’m just so disappointed in you

How did I not pick up clues?
Or, was this straight out of the blue?
And why did you take everything so far
Only to give up in the final hour?
And now I’m disappointed
The truth is so disjointed
Why would you say “Everything’s OK,”
When you knew I’d be pulled down in your wake?

And I’m just so disappointed in me

Remember Sunday mornings, staying in bed?
The feeling of my arm cradling your head?
I can’t imagine anyone being happier
Are you happier?
Remember how you said that you loved me?
It plays behind my eyes when I try to sleep
She must be so much prettier than me
Is she prettier?

Do I seem mad?
That shouldn’t surprise you
I’m just so

I’m just so disappointed in us
And you are one of us
I’m just so disappointed in you, in me
I’m just so disappointed in us